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Dear Black,

How are you doing?  I hope you had a great day.  I did.  I watched Love, Simon again.  Simon and Blue's letters inspired to write these letters to you.  I just learned we won't be having batting practice at the cages next Sunday.  We're gonna be having practice outside at Nickajack Park.  It might rain.  Who knows?  I can't put too much stock into that because W may not be you.  And it doesn't mean we won't be back there. It doesn't even mean that W is not you.  It just means that we won't be at the cages next weekend.  This is bigger than one guy.  I can't focus on one guy.  The Universe is much bigger.  I have to continue to live.  I will say I am disappointed that I wont see W.  But it doesn't mean that he's not you.  I know you are near.  I know we will be brought together when we are ready.  At this point, I wanna keep my vibrations high, and my spirits and thoughts positive.  I know the Universe sees these letters, and will reward me according to my level of vibration.  I am confident in that.  It has before and will again.  The change in practice venue means nothing at all.  I'm not shaken.  W probably isn't you.  W might still be you.  All I have to do at this point is roll with it and enjoy this journey.  The many guys I'm going to talk to and learn about along the way.  I'm actually getting excited.  This is going to be fun and educational.  I feel like I've kissed many frogs already.  The only one I wanna be kissing is you.  You're the man I love.  I love your intelligence, smile, thoughtfulness, sense of humor, occasional silliness, empathy, etc etc.  I love your strength and appreciate your opinions.  How you stand your ground; how you don't back down; how you respect others opinions that are not your own; how you tailor your feelings to facts.  I'm gonna be wondering who Black is.  I'm getting sleepy.  I just wanted to make sure I wrote you today.  I know this letter will find you in spirit.  Have a great evening.

LOVE, NATE