LETTER 1 TO BLACK

Letter to BLACK

Dear Black,

                I have no idea who you are; what you look like; where you’re from; your age, but know this, I’m here.  I’m ready to love you.  I love you already.  You’re the kind of guy I’ve been waiting my whole life for.  You’re the kind of guy who makes me see why I went through so many abusive relationships.  You are the guy who made me see the reason why I went and saw a doctor after I fell in love with a man who had a LOT of narcissistic traits.  I can’t call him a narcissist because I don’t wanna throw the term around like that.  But anyway, as I’ve been waiting for you, I know you are waiting for me.  I know we are being brought together by the Universe.  I implore you, to take your walls down; if you’re blocking the universe, remove your blocks.  If you’re afraid, nervous, scared of what’s on the other side, don’t be.  It’s me.  I’m on the other side, full of love, respect, dignity, compassion, empathy, and I’m waiting to give it to you.  The thing is, I know You are that same kind of guy or similar.  You will never intentionally disrespect me; you will never ask to do something that will compromise my self dignity; you will never put pressure on me; you will make me feel safer, more secure, happier than I already am.  You are the most wonderful man I have yet to meet.  You are the most thoughtful I will have the privilege and honor of being with.  I am so grateful that the universe has prepared you for me.  I know you’re coming.  I pledge to not be disrespectful toward you; I pledge to protect you; I pledge to be there for you through thick and thin; I pledge to love you.  I will not put you in a position that compromises your self worth.  I will respect you, your wishes, your time, your love.  I pledge to show you how much I appreciate you.  I know how I can be, and I know that I will raise my level with you.  When we meet, it’s going to be so right.  I pledge to let the universe do its thing, and to get out of my own way, so you can come to me.  Because I know you’re waiting for me, too.  The universe is always listening, reading, feeling and rewarding according to the vibrational level, and I need to ride on as high a frequency as I can, as often as possible, so my eyes can be open…to you, the most wonderful man I have not met yet, and will have the privilege of being with.  I trust the universe will get this message to your heart.  I want you to know that I love you, and I will remove all blocks so the universe can bring us together.

LOVE, NATE